The defence great on the potential conflict of his new gig in the NHL’s department of player safety, and how his kids were his salvation as he dealt with injury
VANCOUVER, BC – FEBRUARY 23: Chris Pronger #20 of Canada looks on during the ice hockey Men’s Qualification Playoff game between Germany and Canada on day 12 of the Vancouver 2010 Winter Olympics at UBC Thunderbird Arena on February 23, 2010 in Vancouver, Canada. Jamie Squire/Getty Images
Before post-concussion syndrome and a serious eye injury forced Chris Pronger to stop playing hockey three years ago, he’d won just about every prize that mattered—the Hart Trophy, league MVP, two Olympic golds plus a Stanley Cup. But the six-foot-six defenceman also kicked, elbowed and chopped his way to eight suspensions and 1,916 penalty minutes, making him a controversial addition to the NHL’s department of player safety last month. Technically, the 40-year-old Dryden, Ont., native is still a Philadelphia Flyer: he’s on the payroll until his contract expires in 2017, leading some to question his objectivity when judging players in the 16-team Eastern Conference.
A: I wanted to stay in the game. It’s an important role, especially nowadays, given where injuries have gone. And I wanted to learn more about the league, what goes on behind the scenes. As a player, you don’t really think about that, nor do you really care: you’re worried about your job.
A: Absolutely. You’re getting an opportunity to meet and speak with the GMs, assistant GMs, owners, governors—all the way up the line. It’s a great opportunity to understand the league a little better and the challenges it faces.
A: What? [Laughs]
A: You just called me dirty. I didn’t hear anyone else call me dirty . . .
A: Look, I think playing the way I played, and knowing the game the way I know it, I think I’m going to have a better idea as to what the mindset of each player was.
A: Mistakes happen. Not every one of my suspensions was purposeful or intentional. A lot of that stuff happens spur of the moment in the middle of a game. I think I can bring that to the table. Sometimes emotions get the best of you. Things happen.
A: Knee-on-knee hits, avoidable injuries, checks to the head. Head hits are down in the league—but are they down enough? No. It’s a work in progress.
A: That’s Stéphane’s role. [Stéphane Quintal is the senior vice-president of player safety.] I’m here to support him in making decisions, giving him feedback and answering any questions he may have: What would you have done in this situation? How would you have hit this guy? Do you think this guy took the right angle? But at the end of the day he’s the one doling out the punishment. I’m just a sounding board.
A: Not at all. I couldn’t care less who the teams are! I’m not involved in any Philadelphia-related game or situation. When people claim I’m going to have a “vendetta” against every other Eastern Conference team I don’t understand the logic: I’m not the one doling out the punishment.
A: No. Not at all. I wouldn’t change anything that happened. And I don’t see that being an issue. That’s the way the game was played when I was coming up. The game is different now. It’s just a by-product of the era.
A: What I meant was the game has evolved. In the ’90s, when I started, it was still a rough-and-tumble, physical league. You take the hook and holding and a little bit of the physicality out of the game, and the speed ratcheted up two-fold. Now you have a split second to make a hit, or decide to pull up. When there’s indecision, you’re going to make a mistake. It’s not the game it was 20 years ago. But nor will today’s game be the same 20 years from now.
A: Every day, I’ll get sent clips via email. I watch them and see if there’s something of substance or significance. Then Stéphane will send out an email with his thoughts. We go back and forth and discuss the play. Some nights are super busy; some nights are quiet.
A: [Laughs] Yeah, you get a pretty good read by watching the play, and knowing what you would have done—having done most of the things that these guys are accused of doing. I put myself in their shoes: Would I have been wanting to send a message? Is it a hockey play that went a little sideways?
A: When I got hit I went from having 37-year-old eyes to having 65-year-old eyes. That’s why I’ve got the glasses on—so my eye isn’t constantly trying to focus and giving me headaches. But they also help me see better: my right eye is blurry.
A: Early on it was pretty hard. I’d get irritated and aggravated pretty easily. That was tough on them. My wife would pull them aside and say: “Dad’s not feeling very good.” It’s difficult, at that age, to keep them to a “dull roar.”
A: The first year I really didn’t do much. I didn’t go out. I just hung around at home. Those were dark days. But the second year was even tougher.
A: I was feeling a little bit better, but I was watching the Flyers struggle, and feeling like I could have made a difference. That’s tough. I was still very invested in the team, very invested in how we were doing. I realized I needed to take a step back and start focusing on myself, my head and my eye, try to get my health back.
A: Yeah. I drank a little. But I was always at home with the kids, taking them somewhere.
A: Yeah. Exactly. It’s not like you can start pounding drinks when you’re wheeling your kids all over. They gave me something to shoot for, a goal to get back to.
A: At one point I got sick of moping around, eating a lot of crap. I just didn’t feel very good. One day I woke up and I was like: “All right. I’m going to start eating right. I’m going to start working out.” I figured it might help me feel a little bit better—even if I was still sick, it might help me move forward with my struggles. I just kind of turned a corner.
A: I was sitting at a friend’s place in Michigan on vacation, having a beer on the patio. I was a little hefty. I said to myself: “Okay, I’m going to finish this weekend off strong, then after that I’m going to shut her down. I’m going to start taking better care of myself.”
A: I don’t like having noise swirling around me. Loud noises bother me, so I try to stick to the outside of a room. I try to keep the noise in front of me. I don’t like [it] when it’s behind me.
A: I used to have very good sixth sense—knowing exactly where someone was without seeing them. That hasn’t returned. You hope you can get back to 100 per cent. But it’s been three years. I don’t know if that is a viable goal.
A: My doctors say the more I continue to push, the more I can continue to raise that bar, the better I can get. That’s one of the reasons I wanted to do this job. It’s another opportunity to push myself, to challenge my brain. This summer I was trying to train a little harder, I was lifting a little bit more and trying a little bit more cardio and I had a large blow up.
A: I started to get a really bad headache and felt sick. It was bad. I was at a charity golf tournament. I told my partner I might need to go to hospital. I said: “I feel like I’m having an aneurysm right now.” My head was just pounding. When I got home I grabbed my wife’s hand and I put it on the back of my head. She said: “What is that?” I said, “That’s my headache.” She could feel it pounding through my head.
A: Yes. But at the end of the day I’ve got to live my life. Bad things happen. I can’t be sitting here worrying about it.